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venusofminsk) wrote2024-04-03 05:48 pm
venusofminsk) wrote2024-04-03 05:48 pm
just little update
mood: that feeling where things are so much that it feels like nothing?? That. ＾• ·̭ •̥＾
listening: on & on // erykah badu
reading: scary campus college university // nagashii kouhei
i haven't written an entry in some time, so hello! i hope that everyone is okay and safe. spring is here (at least for me) and it's just been raining. the sun hasn't been seen in several days... i hope that the weather gets less rainy soon.
so here's a life update: for the past several months i had been living in what could be described as an escalating nightmare. it finally came to a head last weekend and essentially, i'm couch surfing. i lived with some people who were... pretty unsafe to live with. it turned out that they'd been entering my room without my permission to touch/move/etc. my things, and they'd been monitoring me via a security camera without my consent. without getting into too much detail, i'm currently attempting to get out of my lease and have some legal aid to do so. fingers crossed that i am able to leave with my dignity and finances safely intact. this whole ordeal is exhausting.
outside of this awful thing, life has been fine! school honestly has been well and i could say the same for my personal life. i made a paper mache box to hold some acrylic paint last week and saw cherry blossom trees the weekend prior. i was able to really solidify some of my relationships and feel a lot less alone, despite what's been going on. i've also started rewatching a series that i used to enjoy as a teenager (bones!! it has so many problems... but the grip of nostalgia is strong).
the box i made! and the cherry blossoms <3 i went very early in the morning so it wasn't too crowded.
listening: on & on // erykah badu
reading: scary campus college university // nagashii kouhei
so here's a life update: for the past several months i had been living in what could be described as an escalating nightmare. it finally came to a head last weekend and essentially, i'm couch surfing. i lived with some people who were... pretty unsafe to live with. it turned out that they'd been entering my room without my permission to touch/move/etc. my things, and they'd been monitoring me via a security camera without my consent. without getting into too much detail, i'm currently attempting to get out of my lease and have some legal aid to do so. fingers crossed that i am able to leave with my dignity and finances safely intact. this whole ordeal is exhausting.
outside of this awful thing, life has been fine! school honestly has been well and i could say the same for my personal life. i made a paper mache box to hold some acrylic paint last week and saw cherry blossom trees the weekend prior. i was able to really solidify some of my relationships and feel a lot less alone, despite what's been going on. i've also started rewatching a series that i used to enjoy as a teenager (bones!! it has so many problems... but the grip of nostalgia is strong).
the box i made! and the cherry blossoms <3 i went very early in the morning so it wasn't too crowded.
so yeah. this is what's been happening recently. i wish i had better things to talk about! maybe- hopefully- in the future i can start sharing more about my adventures and projects. stay safe everyone, know you are not alone!